Time flies...
The place I make good friends, the place I gained knowledge and life experience.
In fact, so many things changed in the past 1 year.
Especially people around me.
All the make and break in life.
Getting a little E.M.O late at night...
having no one around, not even family members.
It is quite a tough thing to do to keep the loneliness away.
Met a client this afternoon.
Told me about his love story.
1 day he met a lady at Marsiling wet market bus stop.
This lady dropped something and he picked it up for her.
They started talking...
subsequently, everytime they bump into each other at the bus stop, they would chit chat.
Soon after, they spent time together eating, visiting each other's place.
He called it " Love at first sight".
Its "Feelings", he said.
Today, they have a son, 16 years old.
They have a big house, good life, car to drive and a happy family.
And when he said that, there was nothing except a wide smile on his face.
Showing how blessed and happy he is.
That's "Xing Fu".
Its fate we call it.
Rarely find this in modern society.
The pure, innocent and simple love life.
Which dude would not look at how you look, how you dress up,what kinda image you carry...
or rather what hairstyle, what handbag you carry and how's your figure?
Hah..
Im grateful that god gave me what I always wanted, its just that I don't get to keep them.
Maybe its just "you had it once...sometime ago..".
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Considering to go overseas, yes...but no, where to go?
Looking at my favourite industry, Fashion, but Im not ready to venture.
Feeling so stressed up over work and lonely home alone...
I just dont wanna be that party girl, who's having fun out there all nights, drinking my life away, exhaust myself to pass time quickly.
I miss cooking at home, laze at home watching Tv and just listening to jazz songs with my hearts...
I miss the old times...
the times when I feel im home. Loved.
xoxo,
